With An Open Mind.
 
 The sorrow in my face is only on half of my painOne parent here, one parent there. I wish they both could be here, so the love could be shared.Seeing smiles in your eyes knowing the reason is only lies.Is she more important than me, than us?It’s supposed to be family over lust. My heart is empty; no one can complete me This guy and that guy but no one can help meTrust is the issue, nothing but tears and pain maybe it will never changeGoing to sleep at night, while my heart feels like a black hole what you did left me feeling like a child alone. And you wonder why I treat every guy I like as if they hurt me like you did No person, time, or space can ever compensate for the person you missedWho was never there
 
Ouch! I’m sorry, what I say everyday even when it’s too late
The simplest things piss him off 
He always needs to feel like he’s on top
The scar on the side of my lipYeah “that’s love” right thereIt was a Tuesday night when he hit me with a bat
.Broken glasses and plates is all I remember
When we went to the hospital he told the nurse “it was just a finder binder”
I loved him that’s why I stayed
Prayed, I pray every night that he doesn’t kill meI just want to get to know me the real me If I run, where do I goIt’s not like I have anyone out there that I know
The scars that I have only tell half the story
If I was him I would just ignore me